911的那一天

时至今日,我对911的看法还是没有多大改变,这是战争,是某一个战争的一部分。而且这并不是本拉登单方面发动的战争,要知道美国多年以来大部分时间都处于战争状态,虽然有着这样那样的理由,但是战争就是战争,只要开始了,理由是多么的渺小。就算美国是一个从来不打仗的国家,只要有人对它宣战了,他也没法子好想。

我没有谴责美国的意思,也没有同情本拉登的打算,我读书少,弄不清谁对谁错。以我的经验,如果两个人打起来了,可以无所不用。战争的目的就是干掉对方以达成自己的预想,在以屠杀为手段的行动中强调珍惜生命,往往是弱者的一厢情愿。人类服从于自己的欲望,我,是对的,他,是错的。萨达姆认为自己是对的,所以去殴打科威特,美国人认为萨达姆错了,就枪毙了萨达姆。

这是现实。我也觉得悲哀,确切点说,是悲伤。相对911,更让我感到悲伤难过的是南斯拉夫。大多数人的印象里,那是一场美国人平定地球上一个村子暴乱的故事,就像一部美国电影一样,最后,文明的种子在那里生根发芽了。南斯拉夫几个民族之间惨烈的屠杀被忽视了,没有多少人在意那些无法叙述的悲哀。而911不同,它是发生在美国的,针对后方老百姓而不是前线士兵的。其实,对一个士兵来说,敌对国的士兵和老百姓到底有多大区别,可能不是那么明显。

当然也可以说这是恐怖袭击,不是战争。战争该怎么定义?我不知道。在这里画一个圈,不准出圈啊,不准动家伙啊,咱们就看在这圈里空手对掐。我要是带着50个人打1个人,我也会这么规定,倒是那1个人不见得会认同,不过谁管他呢,反正我们人多声音大。美国人有理由打这个打那个吗,他认为他有,而且振振有词;本拉登也认为他有,是不是振振有词就不知道了,谁让阿拉伯语不是通用语了。

作为个人而言,在任何战争中都是悲哀的。我们无法选择命运强加给的毁灭,在不惜以生命为代价的复仇中,我们只能祈祷,也只有祈祷的份儿。911让我对战争有了新的认识,以后这将会是一种新的战争方式。对美国人发动战争的是本拉登;对俄罗斯宣战的是全身都罩着袍子的寡妇们;我们也有自己的对手,对吧。地铁为什么要安检?机场为什么要脱鞋子?…………是吧。

我觉得会有第三次世界大战的,因为人类根本无法,也从没打算制约自己的欲望。没有人会谴责自己,美国人为了杀本拉登,在阿富汗跟塔利班打得不亦乐乎;俄罗斯人开着轰炸机围着日本转圈飞;中国人焊了一个号称航母的庞然大物出来绕耀武扬威的。谁会让步?要是有个混帐喝醉了不小心压到了发射摁钮,大家有的选吗?

当一个人连命都不要了的时候,事情也就没什么对错之分了。

911那天晚上,我从医院赶回家,拿一些住院需要用的东西。我打开电脑,拨号,看新闻,很激动,又要赶着去医院,于是左手夹着,右手拎着的,拿了用的东西急匆匆下楼。楼下小卖铺门口坐着几个乘凉的邻居,我和他们并不熟识,只是大家常打照面。我很兴奋的告诉他们,赶紧去看电视,去上网,美国出大事了。可是小卖铺的电视里并没有播报什么,我就说,等着明天看报纸吧!

我当时很兴奋,很想跟别人说点什么,就唐突的和他们说了几句。他们觉得我莫名其妙的发神经,神叨叨的。他们不会去上网的,而且我断定到现在也不会。911对他们来说是那么遥远,就那天晚上而言,在我兴冲冲的赶往医院的时候,还不知道那晚在医院发生的事情远比911麻烦得多。那真是个糟糕的晚上。那天晚上,有个人被砍了十来刀,跟个血葫芦似的拖进了急救室;有个警察的脚被压了,筋都断了,这孙子居然还能自己开车到医院;有个癌症的去世了,下半夜3点来钟嗷嗷哭。

那天晚上的大部分时间,我在大连的一个县级医院里闲晃,想找个小护士聊聊。最后在医院门口和几个蹲活儿的出租车司机胡扯了半天,然后躺在其中一辆出租车的后座上睡到早上。那时候怎么也想不到十年后的我居然漂泊了半个中国,那时候的好朋友已经失去联络好些年了,而我笃定认为不会有朋友的泡网却……

大家晚安,十年里都可以梦见我。

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